» ^hey!! today was funn.. first of all i woke up at 11:30 bcz its FUCKING SUMMER!!!! :p haha im soo happy!!! i get to sleep !! yay! but i woke up and just watched some mtv.. witch i rarley due.. is watch a screen move... then i went outside but it was pretti buggy. so i decided to check the internet to see whos on.. and lots of friends were on lol jess thank you for ur advice!! so i talked.. for a while then called derek but his bitchy sis answered the phone and i didnt get to talk to him .. then around 2 i got readii took a shower and did my stuff .. later at 4 jess picked me up to go to stillwater four our game.. which was a blast.. when me and Cheree were practiceing pitching i missed the ball and there were these damnn fine like 17under baseball team and they were like "hey number 7" and i was like hey and at the time (jim's screaming at me) "get the ball in!!!" and i was like hld on!! geeze! lol then they were like hey can i have your number lol and i was like walking towards the ball and i said umm maybe.. and later we missed another ball.. woops wink wink and then i went to get it.. and they kept talkin to me they were like you and pat ((#7)) for this other team would be cute or w/e but i was like okay ya well im a freshy.. and there like hey funni #7 and #7 soo wat do you think can we have your number hheee and i was like umm maybe i will tlak to you l8er.. lol :p anyways then they were streaching and Cheree had to shout out!! hey _{NICE ASS}!! lmao so i waas like omg laughin so hard and they the pitcher was like thank you and sittin there waving to me .. god lol but good news im going to lake vermillion July 24-31!! hehe i get to see reggie.. and im goin to his house in july i cant wait ;) but.. we made it to Nationals for Fastpitch in KANSAS!! im sry but how more boringer can you get and to make it worse its July 18-26!!!! fuck!! im screwed but i guess what al said was that to talk to our parents.. but.. i hope we dont go. blah. i find it quite amusing that he would pick god damn no were's land over colorado or florida. i mean there u can actually swim and sno board!! so.. idk about that shit.. but to bad.. then i went in a fucking sick ^{jimmy jonny} and had to wipe my ass with a fuckng pad bcz there was no toliet paper.. how sad is that... lmao ne ways i was sposto go to ashlee's house but i really didnt feel all that well and i got home at about 10:00.. so i will do that some other nite.. i ly ashlee lol sry!! yu wanna kno somthing sad i still love derek lots... :/ idk if its good or bad.. i tryed calling him .. dont worry ash is comin tomm. and wer gonna call him at like 2 :) yay. i got nothing goin on tomm. no softball .. my dad said he will take me into town with his harley ;) so.. life is well. i dont hate anyone.. wow wat a shoker.. the only person that pissed me off today was shannon. and she knows the hell why. so just shut ur fuckng mouth yo. god. well im gonna go peace.. i lu derek soo much!!!  <33 Jaim**